[ There's a little grimace, a soft sigh, but a nod in the end. No words to be spoken beyond that - though she's probably more used to this nonverbal side of Ren than the Ren that actually holds conversations at length.
He turns his attention to the light switch, trying to set his mind to the task of switching it off. Right. Focus a positive emotion into physical manifestation. He's consciously made it happen... one out of five times, give or take. He just has to pick the right emotion. It's hard, when your specialty is masking emotions, to let them come back to the surface of your own will. It's frightening, almost - joy, he's found, will often either bubble up too fast or can't be readily summoned, and it's hard to use confidence when you're in the middle of failing to accomplish your task. Affection is tricky - he tried thinking about Nora once during a practice session and inadvertently ended up growing flowers out of the entire length of his blanket.
Friendship, though. Like the one he has with Pyrrha, one he looks forward to building more upon... he allows that thought to swell slowly, exhaling gradually through his mouth, and after a period of time that might seem as though he's not going to accomplish a goddamn thing the light switch finally flicks down.
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Date: 2017-11-09 01:27 am (UTC)He turns his attention to the light switch, trying to set his mind to the task of switching it off. Right. Focus a positive emotion into physical manifestation. He's consciously made it happen... one out of five times, give or take. He just has to pick the right emotion. It's hard, when your specialty is masking emotions, to let them come back to the surface of your own will. It's frightening, almost - joy, he's found, will often either bubble up too fast or can't be readily summoned, and it's hard to use confidence when you're in the middle of failing to accomplish your task. Affection is tricky - he tried thinking about Nora once during a practice session and inadvertently ended up growing flowers out of the entire length of his blanket.
Friendship, though. Like the one he has with Pyrrha, one he looks forward to building more upon... he allows that thought to swell slowly, exhaling gradually through his mouth, and after a period of time that might seem as though he's not going to accomplish a goddamn thing the light switch finally flicks down.
That's it.
That's his best. ]